Answers that you, and only you, can give to me.

So, wow. the kids are eating breakfast and talking about today’s holiday and going on about wanting to go to the school. Thinking they were talking about good friday  i asked them “why do you wanna go to school? no one will be there.” Jenna said “it’s earth day, we are out of school so we can stay home and clean up the earth.”

 Ok WTF. last time i checked today is Good Friday. Today is the day that Jesus was crucified. Not some damn Earth Day. 

UGH i’m so pissed that i can’t even correctly write down my thoughts. 

A friend of mine lost her job today. she has 3 kids, and is a single mom and she has one of her kids in private school. i really wish there was more that i could do. I would never wish this on ANYONE. my heart is literally breaking inside.

go here?

https://www.facebook.com/bendingaugust?sk=app_178091127385

i can still remember lyrics from songs that i haven’t heard since i was in elementary school. i have memorized every name of the books of the bible in order. there are times when i can remember certain things back from when i was still in diapers. a simple smell can bring me all the way back to a specific day in my life, and just hearing a person’s name can cause me to recall every memory that i have of them.

if my brain can do all of this,
i know that i’m capable of forgetting about you.